BIG NEWS!

pam has gotten her hard-earned silver for her 2.4km! great job pam! ((:


i must not forget those who encouraged and pushed me on, esp my class 2405! i was touched beyond words when i knew they made a card with all their words of encouragments on it. when i saw mdm ong walking towards kuanyan, my heart skipped a beat. i was so afraid she would tear up the card! hahah.

thanks to miny for the time and effort in doing up the card!
thanks to sophia for pacing me during the run!
thanks to mok mok for coming down to cheer me on during the run!
thanks to arlene for supporting me when i nearly fainted after the run!
thanks to my dearest mei for helping me cheat a few secs! hahah!
thanks to mr piggie for the concern n confidence in me!


to many pple, running a distance of 2.4km is an easy feat. but someone like me who gets severe stitches very easily and breathing difficulties after 2 rounds, it's an achievement by itself. i feel so proud of myself for preserving on despite wanting to give up at the 4th round.

but when i heard my mei, shuwen n arlene cheering so loudly (i could hear from the other end of the track), i knew i cldnt just give in so easily. throughout the run, friends i met along the way were cheering me on. i knew i had to complete the run no matter what, or else i would disappoint everybody else.


and i did it! yays yays! (X

[my parents laughed at me when they knew i was the only girl who had to run! :X]


today's the first time i literally slept in class when mdm ong gave us 5 mins' break. i really slpt very soundly during the 5 mins. hahah. i was really really tired this week. luckily, lessons ended really early for weds and today.


wed: i went to support AJ during the vball finals! the match was really nerve-wracking. my hands turn cold. my knuckles went white. my hands hurt from all the clapping. but it's all worth it as we WON! i really extremely proud for the vballers as they displayed true sportsmanship and team spirit. it's the first time i felt so proud to be an AJCian. ((:



when i read back my entries from the past week or two, i realised i had been so unhappy. ironically, i dun understand why have i been tat unhappy. it wasn't my usual me. i rmb during the jan-mar period, i was super happy. i wasn't bogged down by many xin shi. i felt so carefree and peaceful at heart. it's a kind of happiness i haven't been experiencing for a very long time.

things started to downhill after the march hols. i dun understand why either. i've been trying to find back my cheery self and lead the life i always wanted to.

not tat i dun like the life im leading now. it's just tat i feel i can be happier. or maybe im just too greedy and not satisfied with my life........

i must learn to zi zhu. be happy with i've got at present and not sulked at what i do not have. (:

















* memories not meant to be forgotten!

posted by pam @ 10:19 PM